Dear God,
I promise to go to church
every Sunday starting from
this week.I promise to be
faithful to you no matter
where I am or what I do..
Please forgive me for I've sinned..
Only with your help and
strength,will I stop my wrong and
bad actions.
I've failed you many times
in this life you gave me,I know.
But you always seem to be be
keeping me alive,and by that,
I know you believe in me
and that I deserve chances.
I have not been grateful for
anything you've done for me and
I'm sorry.
But I know I'm grateful for that
one very these very special gifts.
My family.My friends.
You've taught me from young how
to love and care and to practice
all the values and motos in my life.
Yet,I don't do it..I pushed aside what
you taught me and decided that I
have no time for you and that I will
guide myself throughout my life.
I'm wrong and I've proven it.
I think you know what I mean?
I need you.Now.
And I'll do anything..
Anything..for you to make this pain
go away but at the same time
tell me that this is all my fault and that
I've been ignoring your messages.
I just want my doubts to be cleared.
I need you to tell me that I can do this and
It's going to be alright and over soon.
I'm crying out to you,Lord.
In your own time,and if it is your wish,
please help and guide me.

Amen.