Sigh..I've not been good
at all..I've been missing classes
simply because I just didn't
feel like going to school..
I was trembling since morning
since I saw the message on my
phone from my dad;

Your sch just called..Seems to me
you're missing sch! WHY? I spent
so much money for your fees for
this and that and this is how you
repay me? You better have a good
explanation!

I'm telling you..my heart just shattered
at the thought of what I'd done..
My face became pale and Precious was
there to see my classic face..
I never felt this horrible about myself
in a long time..
I was trembling all the way in the
cab to sch..If not for Precious
sayang-ing me in the cab..I'd have
flooded the cab..
Anyhow..I got to class and told Shalini
everything and teared while talking to her..
After class we went to Long John's to eat
then headed home..
Today when I didn't wanna be home on time..
I am..but when wanna be home asap..I'm not..
Hmm..ah well..Murphy's Law,I guess..

Anyway..I got home and things weren't that
bad..or so I thought..
I went to my room and mum went ashdf;jkl;ds
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Ok yeah..that was her..she was the one not
angry but rambling..as for my dad..
I think he was way too frustrated to even say
a word..
Actually I was surprised he said 'Hi.." to me
when I said hi to him..I apologized to him but he
didn't say a word..he just nodded his head..
Then my mum pushed me to go talk to him and
said that he was waiting for me to speak to him..
You know what? I did..At least I tried..
He told me to go away and to leave him alone..
and so I did..
So I went to bathe and got changed to go to
Compass to get my blazer for the concert
tomorrow..
He shouted at me and god knows what he said..
I just walked out..
Oh my God...
No I'm not cursing..I'm asking for help..
Sigh..

In other news..;)
The concert's tomorrow!!!
I can't wait..but I don't want it to be over..
It be the last time I perform with them..
(I think)..Unless they decide to have
another performance with the Alumni..
Man..I love that band sooooo much..
No matter how busy I am..I'll still make the
time to go down and see them play..

My plans for having breakfast with Precious
tomorrow has failed..I haven't been alone
with her for a very long time..
But then..I can't do anything..
She's going to church..






Sunshine fades to grey..
The second I'm away..
Minutes turn to hours without you..