;'(Mum..why are you doing this to yourseld and me?
You know they're making use of you..
Why do you still want to trouble yourself and go
all the way to Johor just to see an old saggy arse
with a mummified leg? Ok fine..the poor man has Diabetes..
But he brought it upon himself..He has my aunt and uncle to
look after him..Why trouble my mum?? Why? Her own mother
is sick too you know? She calls out all the time for my mum..
And what does my mum do? go out and have fun and leave my
maid to look after her..My grandma calls out perpetually for her..
And who sticks around to listen for her call? ME..If not for me..
No one can hear her call at all..My com happens to be near my grandma..
So when she calls..I go outside to tell my mum..The thing is..My grandma
mumbles her words..I can't understand a thing she says..only my mum
and maid can..I feel helpless..but the least I could do is listen for her call
and let my mum or maid know right? My maid's got to do housework..
and mum needs to relax..But when my grandma starts to tremble and shake..
My mum simply says.."Nevermind..It's ok.." I'm like.."What?"
What if she mumbles and tries to say that there is pain or she can't breathe properly?
How am I to know and how are they to know if they don't see to her?
Mum..you're so mean to her..Why not next time when you become old..
You be treated like how she is alright? By then it'll be too late right?
You won't even be able to speak and ask why you're being treated this way..
WHATEVER..I should just sit in a quiet corner and shut up..
Thanks for making plans with me Ma..and not sticking to it..
All because I'm trying to tell you that you're being made use of..
And you're not listening..

YOU are another one..stop treating her like she's dirt alright?
You're really a duck-necked arse who doesn't know what to do with herself..
Stop bossing people around..Do your own f**king duties and shut up..
Don't make other people do them for you..Just who do you think you are?
(Besides a duck-necked arse that is..) You think you've got high authority?
Dream on alright..You're way down below..Someone should tell you that nicely..
Before I do..and it ain't gonna be no sweet talk..
You BITCH..

Ok now..Today i was supposed to go to Expo to see the sale thingy..
But yeah..due to unnecessary matters..I didn't go..
Can't be bothered already..
Hmm..there's one more bottle of bacardi left in e fridge..=)
Better grab it..after all..I DO have a reason to drink..
I've asked Precious if I can drink..
she gave me a i-can't-be-bothered-so-do-what-you-want answer..
I think it's a no..guess I won't be drinking then..
I'll just glue my eyes to the TV..
Gee..that sounds like fun..
Now do you think I'm crazy?
Of course not..How can I be crazy?
Wanting to bring my tortoises for a walk is not called a crazy thing ok?

"Where'd you go..
I've missed you so..
'Seems like it's been forever..
Since you've been gone..
Please come back home.."

I'm cold..I'm sick..and I'm tired..
Give me money and I'll be miraculously fine..
Wanna cure me? Bring me a big sack of cash!!

From you..I only want one and only important thing..
Your love..That's all I'd like..
It's up to you to give me more dear..
I'd give anything for your love..
I've waited for your love..
Now i've finally got it..
I'm going to cherish it..
I'm trying to protect you..
Please let me? I never really got a chance to help anyone lately..
You mean alot to me..you're precious..
That's why I'm going to do everything I can for you not to get hurt..
I love you..
With every inch and depth of my heart and soul..
I'm missing you like crazy..But it's true what they say..
Distance makes the heart grow fonder..
I really believe in that..
I hope you do too?

Sleep well everybody..