"You know when you give your love away..
It opens your heart,
Everything is new.
And you know time will always find a way
To let your heart believe it's true.

You know love is everything you say;
a whisper,a word,
promises you give.
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day.
You know this is the way love is.

You know love may sometimes make you cry,
so let the tears go.
they will flow away.
For you know love will always let you fly..
-how far a heart can fly away..

You know when love's shining in your eyes..
it may be the stars..
fallen from above..
And you know love is with you when you rise..
for night and day belong to love.."

Just got back from town with Yani..
Had alot of fun with her..whheee...
Hmm..we met and went to Heeren..
Got myself a few Cds and got lost in Flash and Splash..
We walked and walked and got approached by a model company..
Bought myself a bag on the way..
We walked and walked and ended up in Far East..
We decided to eat..and then walk around..
So we did just that..and went looking around for whatever's nice..
We went to lips and there we saw Ravi..He said something and I knew
exactly what he was talking about.."you avoiding us?"
Hmm..She'd been there..She must have told them something..
Can't really care less about what you told them..
Can't really be bothered because I've better things to do..
Like maintain my life..Do you have one?
I simply told them how I felt and stuff..
Oh..and I got this really nice Gothic skirt..;)
Anyway..yeah..I think what your shrink told you is right..
Age difference..and maturity level..Now do you get it?
Starting to make sense huh? heh..I'm glad..I'm glad..
I think you're better of with an older woman..a #$%&&
or a *%^$&@# or maybe a @#$%**..;)
I've wasted quite some time of my life being led on..
The worst things that happened before? hmm..
They're forgotten..The good times? hmm..
They might leave some memories..but may be forgotten..
Since you know..you took everything away from me..
Since when were you ever in need of money?
I really really hope you're some kind of millionaire now..
Get the girls any and everything they want yeah?
Treat them like delicate darlings but at the same time..
Drive them crazy..They'll love you for that..
Oh well..case closed..
I'm happy and you're contented..How could we describe
FREEDOM!!!!..
It's good you believe in God again..
Remember dumping your cross in my dustbin?
Wow..that really must've hurt,God..
God bless you,man..

*ahem*..them aside..
I'm happy with what I have now..
And what I am now..
I'm myself again..
Things are changing for the better now..*grins*
My grandfather's leg is still intact..
My grandma's beginning to talk about sane things..
(thank God..No more talking to dead people..)
Hmmm..My ma's toning down..(miraculously)..
And my Angel's taking good care of me..

My sweetheart loves Orange..;)
Honey..I want to go back to that Thursday too..
We did have alot of fun and felt free..didn't we..?
I'm sorry everywhere we go we bump into people
who ask dumb questions that irritate us..
It'll stop soon k? I promise..
Just shut them out when things like that happen alright,dear?
We've a right to be free..and do what we want..
I'm cherishing you..with every beat of my heart..
I love you..
You don't need me to say that..
You can sense and feel it without me being there..
Your blessed with that rare gift..;)
your mine now..
"We belong together.."