Shopping day..

What I got today;
Five black tops,(of course they're all different)
Black denim skirt,(which i'm gonna revamp)
Brown corduroy skirt;
Simple white gothic dress,
Nice and plain purple bedsheet,
The softest bra in the whole world,(it's black..duh..)
Black Stockings..

I wish I had more..but there were so many shops..
and so little time..hmmm..
But there's always tomorrow yeah?
I'll be going to town anyway..
The people from the face model thingy called..
I should bring my ma..I remember what happened
the last time..I went all the way there and they asked
me to bring a parent..So i'm just gonna bring my Ma..

Hmm..tomorrow's New year's eve..
A year's passed already..Fast ain't it?
A year that started out perfectly fine..
For a few months or so it was perfect..
Then it got worse..My studies..
Relationship problems..Paranoia..
and what not..
And so..towards the end..I thought..
This was the end of me..
But things got better and now..
And now I'm overjoyed..=)
(precious..i think you know why..)
But..sigh..I miss school..seriously..
If only I could turn back time..
I'd do it all over but this time even better..
I'd concentrate on my work..
NOT on people..I should've listened to Mrs poi..
She told me to end it..because she saw right through me..
She knew I was suffering..She knew I needed help..
The problem was with me everywhere..
I could've helped myself..but I didn't..
I chose to follow my heart(?)..
And continue with it..I pushed my studies aside..
Just so that I could have fun and go out..
Thank you for all that but it didn't do me any good..
What I needed was knowledge..instead..
I chose to walk the wrong way..
Whatever mel..Don't dwell on it..
You're happy now and you know it..
So forget bout all that?
Of course..why wouldn't I?

Ok now..I really don't know what to wear tomorrow..
To the studio..Damn..
Hey wait..I got new clothes right?
Heh..Shall just wear that then..
Alright now..Gonna have a nice looooooong talk
to mum about my uncle pinching her butt..
and she not retaliating..hah!

For my angel..;)

"Each day I live,I want to be,
A day to give,the rest of me,
I'm only one, but not alone,
my finest day,is yet unknown..

I broke my heart,fought every gain,
To taste the sweet,I face the pain,
I rise and fall,yet through it all,
This much remains..

Chorus;
I want one moment in time,
When I'm more than I though I could be,
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away,
And the answers are all up to me..
Give me one moment in time,
When I'm racing with Destiny,
Then in that one moment of time,
I will feel,
I will feel eternity..

I've lived to be,
The very best,
I want it all,
No time for less,
I've laid the plans,
Now lay the chance,
Here in my chance..

*Chorus

You're a winner,for a lifetime,
If you seize that one moment in time,
Make it Shine..

Give me one moment in time,
When i'm more than I thought I could be,
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away,
And the answers are all up to me,
Give me one moment in time,
When I'm racing with destiny,
Then in that one moment in time,
I will be,
I will be,
I will be Free..
I will be,
I will Free."

-Whitney Houston
One Moment In Time-