"Love is not a switch that
you can switch off just like that; "

Man..this really sucks..
I did everything normally today..
Everything was fine..
Until just now..
Just suddenly I felt like puking..
I wanted to force it out..but then..
I had no energy to do that even..
Just rubbed oil..then felt ok for awhile..
I knew I shouldn't have eaten the prawn
cracker thingy..I only had 2!!!
Thinking of food just kills me now..

Sigh..I went to bed at aroung 5 plus this
morning..I fell asleep and suddenly woke
up..I don't know how..I looked at my phone
to see 3 messages..She'd come home..
And I wasn't up to get the message..
I read the messages and cried hard before
calling..I felt really bad I didn't wake up to
the messages..Was I that tired? From doing
what? sigh..
I'm feeling very sick and useless right now..
I hope I get up feeling better..
Gotta wake Beryl up..then go for the interview
if the boss is free to see us..
If not..I'll just wait at home and wait for
Precious to be in my arms...
Ahhhhh..CAn't wait for that.."Euphoria.."..
That's what you call it..

I can't believe I did one thing today..
It's really shocking though..you know?
I started my exercise and diet routine..;)
I BETTER stick to it this time..
I can't afford to gain a cell of fat..
Nah uh..not ONE..you hear me???
My mum and I are feeling very sorry
for ourselves..why?? Because we ate 2
slices of fruit cake yesterday at my
paternal grandma's house..
Oh man..It was sick as hell being there..
Seriously..The house smelt of piss..!!
And my perverted grandfather says
"Melly girl..You look so groovy.."
and gave me that cheeky smile..
Yucks man..It's revolting!!!
Then after that..he stopped smiling and
started to give face to everybody
for God knows what reason..
Oh Man...God help him..

Ok now..Cramps are back..
Gonna talk to Precious NOW..
Because I can't take it anymore..;)