Well then..
It's been almost a week since..

Been busy with Exams..
And let me tell you that they were all
F**king KILLER PAPERS!!!!!!!
English was a breeze though..
But the rest? URGH!
I even skipped out on MOS
just to study for the papers..
Yes,I'm a good girl..
I shall continue that crap and stay in
to study for rest of the hols while
looking after mum after her op..

Oh..speaking of which,Matt dropped
a few messages the other day..
He's in camp now I think..So my mum
wanted to ask him questions about
how to contact my bro in camp and stuff..
He's going in on the 10th..
And mum's op is on the 14th..
Matt said that he can just tell the superior
and he'll let him off on that day..Either
that or mum goes and tell the superior
herself and show proof..
But when mum came home and thought it
over..She cried and said,"I think it's best I
let Richie stay in camp.I don't want to take him
out coz he just went in.."
She really down now..and there are more
than a few reasons why..

1) She's extremely worried at the fact that her
little baby boy is going into NS in a weeks time
and is terrified because boys have died during
training..
(Hey..I worry about him too,k?)

2) If for any reason(touch wood) something
goes wrong with the operation..How would my
brother take it? Not to mention my dad and I..
I myself would be breaking down and how the
hell am I gonna see to a HUGE grown up man
who can't take serious problems??!!

3) She's worried about the cost of the op.She
feels like a burden to my dad..She feels like
she's the one causing all the problems but
she doesn't know that she's been put in this
situation to help mend things..No one out
of this family would understand..

4) My nasty old black grandma is getting
on her last nerve! That OLD FART!
Just because my rich and selfish Aunty
supports her with all the goodies..
She DARED to ask my mum about the
cost of the surgery...JUST so that
she could make noise about so much
money and attention going to my mum..

Like I said to my mum.."Hey..Grandma
thinks you're becoming some kind of a
popstar is it? She must be f**king
jealous then!"
Mum agreed..she always does..

Anyway..now my dad's being annoying..
You see..I've always been jealous about
my brother having better stuff than me..
And now my dad wants to get us all
a flat screen monitor..But I don't want it..
I'd rather have the money than the monitor..
I have so much use for the money if he gives
it to me..
OR..If not..why not get me a whole new com?
It'll be so much cheaper and I'm saving him
money..
Ah well..Have yet to talk to daddy..

So..I've got 2 more papers to go..
AND THEN IT'S FREEDOM!!!!
Woohoo!!!!!!!!!
Next Friday..we're ALL going to the
beach and I can't wait!!!!!
It'll be my first outting with EVERY
one from the gang! I swear it'll be
really fun! ;)
Wheeeeeee.....

Ok..I seriously need to think about
something..It's getting worse..
it's getting worse..it's getting worse..
it's getting worse..it's getting worse by
the minute and I have to stop it somehow
but how can I??
Urgh..

I'm tired...really really tired and I wanna
see my one and only..
soft and comfy..
nice-smelling..
ever so adorable BED!!!!!!

HAhaha....


San Damiano..