Testing...1..2...3..

Hello! Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've not been blogging on a
daily basis beacuse..well..
I've to study..as well as handle other
thingy things..
And THEIR ALL KILLING ME!!!!
So much so that I've become really
sick until I had to go to the A&E
at Tan Tock Seng hospital
two nights ago..My fever was
reaching 40 degrees!!!
My head felt so hot and my mum just
had to tell me.."That's your brains
beginning to fry if you don't get your
arse to the hospital..!" I stood
in my room..(and mind you..Eunice was
there when all this was happening coz
she was to stay over that night)..and teared
and said everything I could so that I wouldn't
have to go to the hospital because I
knew that if I went..There'd be a blood test!!!
I HATE NEEDLES!!!!!!!!!!
I mean..yeah..I can pierce my belly and ears and
stuff but NOT WITHDRAWING BLOOD!!!
It seriously is not like withdrawing cash you know?
But I swear that doctors find it really
pleasurable to just go round and take blood from
people..uh huh..
SO yeah..I was really frightened of the blood test..
I knew that..even though I didn't have much
energy left,or how weak I was feeling..
If one doctor laid their finger on the draw handle
where they kept the needles and syringes..
I WON'T THINK TWICE ABOUT RUNNING
OUT OF THE ROOM!!
I know,I know..I'm turning 18 already and is
still acting like that..
HEY! We all have phobias k???
I just have a different way of reacting to
facing the phobia..that's all..;)
My mum asked if I wanted to go to
SGH or TTSH..
I asked what's the difference and she
said going to SGH,It's very fast but the
journey there was long..And TTSH..
the waiting time was long but the journey
there was really short..So yeah..
I remembered that I took a powerful pill
just minutes before the decision of which
hospital I had to go to..All I needed was time
for it to work..So I figured if I chose to
go to the one with the longer time..
My pill would work and My fever will be down
so they won't have a reason to take my
blood sample..;) ;)
When I reached the hospital though..
I surrended myself to them..
I couldn't care if they wanted a whole
bucket of blood or what..
I just couldn't care less..
But surprisingly,when I was prepared for
the blood-suckers..they didn't take my blood
at all!! :0
I can't say how happy I was..I was really shocked..
Halfway throught the checkup,the doc went out
of the room for awhile..So then I took the chance
to say this to my mum.."If the doctor doesn't say
anything about taking a blood sample..DON'T
PUSH IT..." She kept really quiet..
UH huh..So the doc said it was a viral attack
and that it'll last for 7 days..and I thank GOD
it's not the week before my birthday..:)
Oh..and this sickness will help me lose weight
before my birthday..;)
Anyway..I'd like to thank EUNICE WANG
for helping to sponge my body with ice
perpetually..even if she had to touch my
armpits..;) She helped to calm me down as
well when I was angry with my mum..
She stood by me every minute so that I
won't be alone through this..
THANKS A MILLION, GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!;)

So yes..*ahem* My birthday is coming up soon..
AND I'M TURNING 18....
I seriously am really really excited..
I can't do anything I want already..
Accept sign things on my own for stuff..i guess..
Oh well..

I am VERY very bored right now..
I can't eat because my tonsils are
swollen..and drinking fluid is already a pain
in the butt..So there's nothing left to do..
but to either watch tv..or watch tv..
So I guess I better watch tv..
Oh! I can't sleep as well..Oh no..I just woke
up..So I can't..
SEE??????
This is what stress does to you~~~!!!!!

Ah! And I'm VERY angry with this one person
who took ONE box of PANADOLS and SLIT
her WRIST for a VERY VERY stupid reason..
I wasn't angry with her before..but she assumed
I was and so this is what she did..so NOW I'm very
disappointed in her and she better not be that
stupid again..I mean..yeah..I made that mistake too..
and I've told her about it..about A THOUSAND
times that it's really dumb and I was dumb enough
to do that before..and she STILL can do it..
WHAT THE F***??!!
This is what I'm angry with..
She better not do it again..
Oh..but then again..I DON'T CARE now..
so yeah..

I think I better go..
No point in me typing somemore..
It might bring my fever back up now..
Instead of it coming back tonight..As always..

So help me GOd..







I've not finished giving you a piece of my mind..
You ought to know exactly what the consequences
are..of what you just did..
I HATE YOU..

WOOOOO hooooOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha..I've not been blogging for nearly
a month!
Busy Busy Busy..
And alot has happened..
Alot of shopping's been done..(Whheeeee...!)
Alot of exercising's been done..
Alot of happiness has been going around in me..
Alot of tears have been flowing..
Well...It's all over and I know how to deal with
everything now..

Hmm..for the love of God..I can't remember
what I've been doing..
But I might remember on the way...

School's been so-so as usual..
But I'm DAMN proud of scoring high
marks in my mid-terms..;) ;)
3 cheers for me!!!!
I scored A1 for combined humans..
A2 for combined science..A1 for English..
and err...ok..I failed Maths and Lit.
Maths has ALWAYS been that way..
But Lit? Err...it was my first time doing the
exam so it should be no problem the next
time..I SWEAR!!!!! :0
Oh yeah..during one of the English lessons..
I saw an extremely disturbing video of the
"happy slapping"..It was some time back in
the newspapers..About this group of girls
beating and kicking and slapping this girl
and removing her clothes and so on..
!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????
I'm sure you won't feel that much if you just
read it..If you had watched the video..
You wouldn't have been able to sleep for
awhile...;(
It was horrible the way they did it..
Lucky..there was no blood...
Ah well.............

Dad's gone back overseas and so yeah..
It's FREEDOM for me!!!!!!!!!
But I still go to school on time and stuff..
But the good thing bout him not being her
is that..Mum brings out Dr. Gold..(American
Express card) and she isn't afraid to use it
as and when she wants!!!
hahaha....;)
That's how we've been shopping..
We see..we like..we buy...
And we take a cab everywhere we go..
Coz of my mum's stomache..
Her op wound is still kinda tender..
Hmmmm....

Other than the shopping..
my mum and I have been talking about
and I got to know LOTS and LOTS of stuff
about my dad and his family which I never
knew of..DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY'S MY FAMILY LIKE THAT???
I learnt that my grandma even slept with her
own ******* ** ***..!!!!!!!
How could she do something like that??
OK...nevermind..Although it does affect me
one way or another..I still don't have to worry..

Oh yeah..last week..I got extensions done..;)
That was happiest day of the year so far..
(I can't wait for my birthday too..)
Now I've got hair to almost near my waist!
Hmm...wanted to put pictures up but
Precious couldn't lend me hers coz of her dad..
and my dad took his with him..
GOD KNOWS what he wants to take pics of..
EEeee..ok..I don't wanna know..-_-

Every Sunday for the past month or so I've
been going for choir..;)
YEAH...I joined a church choir and I feel
very very relaxed everytime I go there..
It's coz I get to sing my heart out which I love
to but don't get a chance to at home..
and also..while everyone's sitting on the pews..
I get to sit on a platform and lean back and
let my legs dangle down..;)
I have a reason to drink water as well..;)
heh..Yeah well..I've yet to go for confession..
I better go this Saturday..Because I wanna
recieve Holy Communion..
Only then do I not have to worry about
anything else..;)

I skipped school today..
Didn't feel like waking up at all..
Had very very strange dreams though..
I still can't figure out what they meant..
Hmmmm...

Okie dokie..This has been a VERY BORING
entry so yeah..
I'm just gonna go now..
and hopefully I remember to blog tomorrow
or something...
TATA...





And it feels like..we're having..
the TIME OF OUR LIVES...