ALLELUIA!!!!!!!

My mum's finally out of
hospital after the long week
there..;)
She's alot better now..
Able to walk and eat and all..
That's REALLY a RELIEF!!!!

So anyway..the first day we went
there..We got mum checked in
and registered and all that..
I HAD to play with the hospital
bed of course..
Up and down and up and down..
Geez..If I had the money I'd buy
that bed for myself..
It's SOOOOOOooooooooooo
comfy and err..flexible?
Heh..
The next day was scary though..
It was her operation day..;(
She went in at 12.30pm
and was due to come out at
3..
But we waited and waited and I
nearly pissed in my pants..
Because at 4..she was not out yet..
At 4.30 she STILL was not out..
My dad's face turned white and
I though.."Oh Dear God..Please
do not let my dad faint at this
point of time.I have no one else.."
Thank God he answered my prayer and
saw my dad through the waiting time..
She came out at around 4.45pm..
A Big..no wait..HUGE sigh of relief just
came out of my mouth..;)
I was so happy that she was ok..
But she had an oxygen mask on..that wasn't
good..Because I know another lady who said
that they'll only give you the oxygen mask
if you can't breathe properly and is
extremely weak..;(
I panicked..But was ok after awhile when
she spoke and said that she's alright..

She was in a LOT of pain and yet she asked
each of us if we had dinner and whether we are
ok..She must have thought that my dad and I
fought during the waiting time..haha..
Well..After settling her back at the ward..
Kiki came and kept me company..
Alot more other people came..
Like my uncle and his secretary..my aunty..
my mum's friend..and our favourite Desiree
and her friend came..;)

The next day though..RICHIE CAME BACK!!!!
He wore his army uniform and came..
SO HANDSOME!!!!!!!! I took pics of him..
I'm lazy to put them up..
Well anyway..I forgot what I wanted to say..

Because Shaunna came to my place..
And I can't multi-task..
Shaunna happened to read what I was typing
and she said.."So now it's Shaunna's fault?"
And so yes..IT IS HER FAULT..
;)

So I'll just skip to yesterday..
Went to fetch mum back from
the hospital and stayed at home..
Until it was time to go to church
for choir..I went and prayed REAL hard
and thanked God for seeing my mum
safely through the Op..;)
I almost cried there..but it was time to go up
and be with the choir..
I got upset halfway..I don't know why..
I took my anger out on Kiki as well..
and I felt bad..
To make things worse..I got off at the
wrong mrt station..Sigh..I felt like an idiot..
Oh well..

I'm too tired to write anymore..
After the 'long' week of holiday..
School reopens this week and I have no
choice but to GO!
But then I skipped school today.
Because my whole effing body was
aching very badly and so yeah..

I'm getting very sick of looking at
the com screen so yeah..

Tata..

What is this??!!!!

My bro's away in camp..;(
But i'll be seeing him tomorrow
coz he's coming out for a few
hours..YAY!!!
I can ask him about the handsome
boy!!!

Mum's going into hospital today..
Sigh..I'm really panicky..
HOW??!!
I'm really stressed..I've gotta
handle my dad at the same time..
Oh man..That's it..
Today's D-day 2..

Ok..I have to help my mum
pack her things..
That's gonna make me feel like
I'm packing for her to go on a
holiday that I can't come along too..
?????!!!!!!!! OK ok...
I take that back..;(

I feel like just cuddling up
in Precious's arms and crying..
I can't take this already..
It's only because of mum
that I'm not drinking..
RAR!!!!

Oh! Yesterday I met Fazi to
knock some sense into her..
Her friend was there too..
I can't tell you what Fazi's
problem is..
But I can only say she's in
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
shit..And that's why I'm trying to
do what I can to help her..
After talking..she decided to have a
retail therapy session and so yes..
This is where I help the most..;)
I helped her pick out her stuff and all..
I also got myself a $109 pair of jeans..
THEY'RE LOVELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just had to get them..;)
Hee..

Ok so anyway..
I gotta go and do my stuff..
So yes..

TAta..







I pray you'll be our eyes..
And watch us where we go..

Sigh..
Yesterday was a real sad day..
My brother'd gone to army..;(
I've never been so worried and
I've never had the feeling of his
absence get to me before..
It's getting worse by the minute!!
But oh well..At least I saw the place
there at Tekong for myself and it's
really clean and stuff..The bed's comfy
and he's got things to do there..
But his blog? his email?
and all? No internet!!
He's gonna be real bored..
But what can anyone do about it,right?
At least he said he'd enjoy it for sure..
But I MISS HIM ALREADY!!!
I miss his loud trance music and screams
for no reason..and him taking my things
and saying that it looks superb on him..
Urgh..;(
I should've cherished all of that..
sigh..

Well anyway..
We went to Tekong and saw him off..
And I can't wait any longer..
I HAVE to say this..
I SAW THE MOST GOOD LOOKING
GUY IN SINGAPORE YESTERDAY!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was soooooOOOOOO damn cute!!!
I wanted to take a picture but how am I
to do that when he kept looking right in
my direction..????
Oh man..I kept thinking about his face..
SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
He looked like a cross between the hot
Val Kilmer and the good looking
Ari Wibowo..(An indonesian actor)
His body was SOOOOOooooooooooooooo
HOT!
Oh my god..I can't take it already..
I HAVE to message my brother to look
out for him..MY GOD..SOooo handsome!!
OKok..I stop now...






But He was SOoo cute!!
Ok..know what?
Look at my brother..
When he wears those vintage sunglasses..
HE looks like Kanye West..I'm serious..
I'll show you next time..;)

Kiki stayed over last night.

She left at 6.

I got ready for dinner with my family.

Went to eat at Friends.

Food there was alright.

I was freezing.

I kept thinking of someone(s).

Precious,YOU'RE AWAY and I MISS YOU!!

Precious won't be coming back till Sunday.

Mega boredom's heading in for me.

My father kept touching me.

I feel like roaring at someone.

Shall blog tomorrow.

Goodbye.

GEE..
It's really been long..;)
Hmm..well..ALOT has happened
within last week and the present
week...
Have been having alot of fun with
Shal..Kiki..Qila..Sannia..and the
rest..They've been keeping my
stress breakdown away..
I just love them..;)

Well..anyway..I'm too
lazy to type about last week..
So maybe just bout yesterday..
Had Bio and Physics paper..
FROM 9am to 3pm!!!!!~!~!~!
Imagine that!
Jesus..I could've died waiting
for 2 hours for my paper to start..
Sigh..
Well anyway..I studied really hard and
so I mangaged to do the whole paper..;)
I'm talking bout Bio..not Physics..
When I get back tthe Physics paper..
I can go bang my head on the wall real
hard..;)
Oh..same goes for maths..hahaha...

SO..after my papers..I came back
ever so exhausted..But then I asked
if I could meet Shal and so I met them at
Bishan and we ate..and then went to
punggol Mrt to take train but then
we decided to stay there for awhile..
HAPPY HAPPY happy things
happened to Shal and Qila and
I'm so so happy for them..;)
WheeeeeeeEEEE!!!!
Congratulations to the both of you..
BUT why did they have to make it the day
before 6/6/06???
Crazy ah??

SO after that..we left and I came home..;)

That's it..doesn't sound fun to you but if you
were there..you'd have the time of your life
too..;) hee..

Oh,yes..They're coming over today too..
So yeah..It's gonna be more FUN!!!! ;)
Gonna take pictures..
(There will be more on Thursday..)
I can't wait to see the surprise Shal's
gonna do for Qila..;)
Ok..I better go tidy my room abit..
heh..


toodles!!




Yes..I am the green sweater that you want..

Well then..
It's been almost a week since..

Been busy with Exams..
And let me tell you that they were all
F**king KILLER PAPERS!!!!!!!
English was a breeze though..
But the rest? URGH!
I even skipped out on MOS
just to study for the papers..
Yes,I'm a good girl..
I shall continue that crap and stay in
to study for rest of the hols while
looking after mum after her op..

Oh..speaking of which,Matt dropped
a few messages the other day..
He's in camp now I think..So my mum
wanted to ask him questions about
how to contact my bro in camp and stuff..
He's going in on the 10th..
And mum's op is on the 14th..
Matt said that he can just tell the superior
and he'll let him off on that day..Either
that or mum goes and tell the superior
herself and show proof..
But when mum came home and thought it
over..She cried and said,"I think it's best I
let Richie stay in camp.I don't want to take him
out coz he just went in.."
She really down now..and there are more
than a few reasons why..

1) She's extremely worried at the fact that her
little baby boy is going into NS in a weeks time
and is terrified because boys have died during
training..
(Hey..I worry about him too,k?)

2) If for any reason(touch wood) something
goes wrong with the operation..How would my
brother take it? Not to mention my dad and I..
I myself would be breaking down and how the
hell am I gonna see to a HUGE grown up man
who can't take serious problems??!!

3) She's worried about the cost of the op.She
feels like a burden to my dad..She feels like
she's the one causing all the problems but
she doesn't know that she's been put in this
situation to help mend things..No one out
of this family would understand..

4) My nasty old black grandma is getting
on her last nerve! That OLD FART!
Just because my rich and selfish Aunty
supports her with all the goodies..
She DARED to ask my mum about the
cost of the surgery...JUST so that
she could make noise about so much
money and attention going to my mum..

Like I said to my mum.."Hey..Grandma
thinks you're becoming some kind of a
popstar is it? She must be f**king
jealous then!"
Mum agreed..she always does..

Anyway..now my dad's being annoying..
You see..I've always been jealous about
my brother having better stuff than me..
And now my dad wants to get us all
a flat screen monitor..But I don't want it..
I'd rather have the money than the monitor..
I have so much use for the money if he gives
it to me..
OR..If not..why not get me a whole new com?
It'll be so much cheaper and I'm saving him
money..
Ah well..Have yet to talk to daddy..

So..I've got 2 more papers to go..
AND THEN IT'S FREEDOM!!!!
Woohoo!!!!!!!!!
Next Friday..we're ALL going to the
beach and I can't wait!!!!!
It'll be my first outting with EVERY
one from the gang! I swear it'll be
really fun! ;)
Wheeeeeee.....

Ok..I seriously need to think about
something..It's getting worse..
it's getting worse..it's getting worse..
it's getting worse..it's getting worse by
the minute and I have to stop it somehow
but how can I??
Urgh..

I'm tired...really really tired and I wanna
see my one and only..
soft and comfy..
nice-smelling..
ever so adorable BED!!!!!!

HAhaha....


San Damiano..