OK then..

I'm seriously pissed..
I really really am..

I sooooo looked forward to
having my N70 in my hands
today..but the damn shop
didn't have stock and it'll only
come in tmr..;( ;(
Ah well..At least it's tmr..
It cost dad a bomb though..
including the 512MB card that I
wanted to get as well..
I guess I ought to kiss my dad's ass..

Also..I have dinner with my grandma
and my aunt and my uncle and his
secretary tmr..
Somehow I'm nervous and agitated..
Coz that's not wad I wanna do at all..
But I have no choice..
I mean..I'm not being mean..but you
don't know how much and how good
my grandma is at humiliating the
life out of me in front of everyone!!!!
I just hope they'll eat fast and go home
fast..!
GGGGGGGGGRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Know what?
I feel like shit right now..
I don't feel like celebrating my
birthday at all..
My own friends actually forgot my
plans I had for my birthday..
And they knew how much it meant to
me..

I don't really fancy saying this..
But..

F**k you all!!!

Ok ok OK!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously couldn't be bothered
to blog..
I've been caught up with stuff
like SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know why but my mum has
been bringing me on shopping
sprees..
;) ;)

I like..;)
heh..

Well..I got new clothes to wear on
my birthday which is coming soon!!!!!!!
So yeah..Mum got me:

1) A pair of new specs..
2) A new gorgeous watch..
3) A pair of birkenstocks..
4) A gorgeous bag which I've been dreaming
about..
5) Lots and lots of earrings..
6) Lots and lots of necklaces..
7) Lots and lots of braclets..

And I hope for alot more but
I think I'll get them on my own la..
But then Dad has agreed from overseas
to buy me N70!!!!!!
I can't wait to get it in my hands!!!!
Woo hoO!!!!!

Know what??
I'm starting to think that my own
friends can't care less bout my
birthday or how I feel..
Seriously..
I called one and she said.."Oh yeah,
it's your birthday right? Yup,I'll try to
come la k?"
Oh my God..you should have heard the
tone of it..it hurts..really..
And another one ends work at 2pm..
and she expects me to ask about 13-15
people to wait for her majesty's arrival,
and then start to have lunch..
WTF!!!???

Well anyway..
I'm meeting Beryl earlier and I'm sure I'll
feel a sense of being alive with her,even
if I don't with my own friends..
Seriously..even my ex's friends care alot more
than them..
Ok..I better stop..

Hmm..anyhow..precious is taking me out
on Friday..I know where we're going..
;);)
Heh..but she wants me to be surprised
so i'll be surprised..:)
Hope she can spend more time with me on
Friday..

Whatever it is..
I hope things go alright this weekend..
If not..
I can only hope that things will be ok
AFTER my birthday..

Ah well..
I keep getting this feeling that
something's missing..
But I can't figure out what it is!!
That irritates the shit out of me..
So I'm gonna take my anger and
confusion somewhere else,yeah?

CIAO!!!!!!






Now I know the meaning of
your clearly-made statements..