Fed up fed up
Fed up fed up
Fed up fed up
Fed up fed up..
FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stress and depression
is kicking in..
Anyone who tells me..
"It'll be alright..Don't
worry..''
Or worst still.."Relax.."
YOU ARE NOT
HELPING!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrr.....

Mid terms are next week..
Teachers have told me
what the papers consists
of and what kind of questions
are coming out..;)
Ok now THAT'S good..
At least it's not so bad..
But you wanna know what I'm
stressing about?
I wanna top the class..
I know I can do it..
That's why I'm pushing myself..
I have about..4 or 5 people
to challenge with but I'm gonna try..
No harm,right?
Ah whatever..

Dad's getting on my nerves too..
Whenever he asks me something..
I give him my reply and he asks
another question while I'm speaking..
Then he says.."Stop mumbling..I'm def..
I only have a pair of ears you know?"
OH MY GOD!!!
You can die living with these kinda
lunatics,I tell you?!
So now..I hereby declare that I am
only talking to my dad when I need
my allowance.Full stop.
I don't care if i'm being mean or whatever..
It's people like these that make me feel
like I should not have been born..
But oh well..
lunatics will be lunatics..
Can't help it,can we?
Nope.

Mum's operation is on the 14th..
Good news for the left side of her
womb,non-cancerous..
Bad news for the right.
Can't be seen..We'll know only
when she goes for the operation..
Thank God my exams will be over by
then..

Also..my maid is getting on my very.last.
nerve.
I mean..ok..If you take your towel and open
the bathroom door..doesn't that mean you're
gonna bathe? You know what my maid will
say? "Oh..you gonna bathe?"
And when I come home..and she's at the
market..she'll come back and say.."Oh..
You come home already ah?"
DUH!!! I'm F**king hell sitting on my chair
right??
I told her how many times not to make
milo and put sugar..
and still..................our friend here will put the
sugar..
I wonder how her ears work for her..

Anyway..Dad isn't giving me my full
allowance this week..
We know why..
My BILL of course..!
Rar!

Oh..let's not forget..
Precious..I'm very very angry with you..
I'm depressed enough and you still
make me feel like the kid and you're the
grown up..It's the other way round..
Don't like it?
By all means..make some ammendments.








Keep me as an apple of an eye..
hide me under the shadows of thy wings..

Yesterday was extremely
annoying!!!!!
Shalini ditched me to go
Qila's house and she left me to
go to class alone..
I hate to go for lit. alone..
The people there....
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asjdfkl;jkdl
so yeah..INDEED I WAS F***ING
ANGRY WITH SHALINI!!!!!
Some more..She told me to call this
girl..Julie and meet her before class..
So I did..the girl was so kind
and said she'd meet me at atrium
just before class..and so yeah..
I went there..she wasn't there..
I waited..she didn't come..
I was already late for class..
SO I RAN THERE..and the
teacher didn't even start..
there were not many people there..
Luckily the girl I met on Thursday
in Bio was there..She kept me company
throughout the whole class..
Damn it man..Julie and I are so damn
irritated with her..
Shalini messages me after class.."Hey
Mel..How was class? Don't think that
next time you need a friend..I won't be
there for you k?"
I didn't know whether to throw my phone
in the dustbin or just throw it on the road.
pfffft..
But then after going to church and out,
I was alright..

Well anyway..today wasn't as interesting as
yesterday..I woke up at 12pm and then ate..
Then sat down in front of the com and did
move one bit till 5pm then I got up to
bathe and get ready for church..
Then my bro came to fetch us..
My aunt's away in China so she lent my
bro the car..He drove us to J8..
Bought food then came home..
I like my brother driving us around..
So damn cool..;)

Oh yeah..For those Pepsi fans out there..
Please..Only drink the Kopi Kola Pepsi if
you like the taste of the brown cough
syrup that doctors give you..The drowsy one..
Well..In my case..I enjoyed it..;)
Heh..Only Precious and my maid will know
why..

Well..tomorrow's boring boring boring..
But my mid years are next week and
so i have to study coz i can't let myself
down..let alone my dad..
So yeah..

Ok..the smell of chicken wings has
caught my attention..
Goodbye.

sancra gloriosa.

Hooray!!
I've got my CDs already..
Happy is I..
But there's still one more
that I reserved at the store..
It's the last piece in Singapore..
But I thought I'd better think about
it first..Then when I came home..
I told my mum about it and she
said.."What are you waiting for?
Go get it la! " And so yes..
Today I shall be getting it..
But then I don't know..After class
it's church..then it's to another church
and by the time I finish church-ing..
It'll be about seven plus,eight..
And then Shalini can't follow me..;(

Then you know what?
Now she messages me and tells me..
"Hey..I'm not sure if I'm going to class
k? Will let you know in awhile.."
Oh man..I can't survive in class without
her..And if I don't go..I'm afraid of them
calling up my parents..Sigh..
Dillema..dillema..
I hate.

Well anyway..I'm gonna pray that if
I ask dad for next week's money in
advance..he won't make that much noise..
That's all I ask..Other than that..I don't
mind him making a little bit of noise..
Just not alot..

Ok now..off to eat then go..
busy day today..
I don't know where the energy is
going to come from..
Oh..That's what I have to pray for too..





Lux Aeterna..

Ah well..
Today was rather alright..
But nothing much..
Class was irritating as usual
when Aida teaches..She was
flirting and all with the malay boys
(as usual)..Wait..Now there's a
new one..FAT BOY..
He's really interested in her and
keeps checking her out..
To the extent where he took pics
of her with his phone..
She only found out about it after
class..And by then it was too late..
FAT BOY ran out of class..
Let's see what happens tomorrow..

Urgh..I dread tomorrow..
LONG DAY...;(
I'm gonna be so damn tired..
I'll only be alive after 5pm when I get
to go meet Shalini and the rest and
at least have some fun..
It's been quite awhile..

Hmm..I'm still contemplating on
whether to wear a long sleeve shirt
tomorrow..Or just a t-shirt and then
a jacket over..
I REALLY don't know!!! And it's driving
me crazy..
Well..At least I have something to think
about..If not I'm gonna be rotting either
in front of the com or the TV..

I'm really happy today I didn't get a headache..
but I know tomorrow after coming out
of school at DG..My friend named Headache
will follow me to BM..
Hopefully panadol can get rid of him..Or her..
Ok..I'm beginning to talk rubbish..
Or have I already been talking rubbish?
Hmmm...
Let me know..whoever who reads my blog..
Ya'll better start tagging ah!!!!
Don't you dare leave without tagging!
You rude person,you!
Okok..heh..just kidding..
Kindly tag on the way out,yeah?
Thank you so much..;)

I'm glad to announce that my nails
have grown way past the longest I
kept them last time..
I should be able to get my french
manicure done pretty soon..;)

I can't wait for this pair of contact lenses
I'm wearing now to expire..
I really want grey-ish/silver-ish eyes..
I'm sick of the green ones already..
Seriously..I don't want a repeat of the incident
last time..I asked for green contacts and
payed for them..only realising the mistake I
made when I came home..The GREEN was
TURQUOISE!! Yucks!
I freaked myself out..(not to mention others..)
Ah well..

Can't wait for Friday..;)
5th month with Precious..
I love you..
OH! And also..I get my allowance
and I've got many many CDs to buy..
Hee..;) I'll be one happy woman..

Ok now..I'm gonna float in heaven
while eating ice cream..





Illuminosa Immortalis..

Hi.Hello..
I've been really busy and
tired lately..
For some reason..I've been
getting headaches like..
EVERYDAY..After much thought..
I find out why..My class is SUPER
cold..The weather outside's SUPER
hot..Duh..I'll get a headache because
of the sudden change..I just thank
God I haven't got a fever..ok..maybe not
yet..

Anyway..Mothers' Day was alright..
Nothing nice at all..
Went to Coca at International Hotel
(Or is it the other way around?)..
It's a steamboat place..But you know
what? I've enjoyed every other steamboat
I had..Just not that one..The waitress will
come and put the raw stuff in the pot for
you..and stand there till it cooks..then
goes away..Then when you wanna check
when something's cooked or not..
The waitress will come and say.."Miss,ah.
Dis one not yet cook leh..better cook longer..
Wait you Lao Sai.."..Ok I don't know if I
spelt that Han yu pin yin correctly..
But whatever..You get my point right?
Yeah..So isn't it irritating? Where's the
fun in doing that??
Ah well..At least I wasn't paying for the
damn thing..so it's alright..;)
After that..we went shopping around..
With my Grandmother and Aunt..
And my dad and bro went home..
My dad was really nervous because
my uncle was tagging along..He can't
stand that at all..He's always been thinking
that my uncle will touch my mum and I..
Like what the ****..
Ah well..anyway..after that..my mum and
strolled around then went to Ps..
Got myself a pretty pair of denim heels..;)

Had something to eat and then went home..
Waited really really long for a cab and
came home and my dad started grumbling..
and yeah..

Oh..Speaking of my dad..
I casually asked him how much an air ticket
to London was..and he was like.."Why in the world
do you wanna go there? Who's gonna pay for your
ticket? Who's gonna go with you?"........ ... .... ...
And bla bla bla and all that..
F**king irritating!!!!!!
Then like that not enough..He went on about
how he's paying this and that and also for my
fees and bla bla bla..Sigh..
What can be done with these kinda people?
Just leave them and DON'T talk to them..
Yeah..so that's what I'm gonna do..
Not talk to him unless he talks to me..
So yeah..

Hmm..Today I went to school with my
pants in a knot..Because my teacher wanted
to give us all a Maths quiz today..
All because the boys behind were making so
much noise and one of them answered the
teacher rudely in mandarin..and so yeah..
The boy insisted he knew what was going
on in class and so this gave the teacher the idea
to have a MATHS quiz..We know him way too
well and we knew he'd set a tough quiz..
Well..you can say it's more like a test..
And so yeah..After studying so hard for it..
We did not have the quiz..;(
I felt like I was gonna explode in the seat..!!!
Grrrrrrrr....
Ass wipe.
tsk.

Came home with my friend named Headache..
Napped awhile and then Precious came over..
She's getting cuter and cuter..
But she's losing alot of weight..
Know what? I'm also losing weight..
By the end of June..I'll be half my size..;)
Wheeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok..I think I've typed alot..
I'm lazy already..





Pleni Sunt Ceoli Et Terra Gloria..

It's been awhile,aye?
Been really really tired
and feeling like crap
recently..
Thank God crimson tide's
over..;)
Man..I had to wait until it was
over and only then can I
bleach my hair..
And so yeah..I bleached my hair
Yesterday..
After class..I came home then
Precious came over..
She helped me bleach my hair..
The colour was nice..only thing
is that there are several shades of
red in my hair..;)
Then we watch Charlie and the
Chocolate Factory..then lazed around..
Got changed then went to Ps..
Precious got her hair cut..
Now she has a cute little tail..
heh..;)

Saw the most perfect pair of jeans
yesterday..Too bad I was broke..
Ah well..Shall get it tmr or
something..
Went to book mum's appointment
on Sunday to get her pedicure done..
That's my gift to her..
She's getting a pedicure and foot soak..
So am I..;) heh..I've never gone for
a foot soak before..I've gone for a pedicure..
but not a foot soak!! So I'm really looking forward
to it..;)
It's too bad we're going for Mothers' Day
lunch..not dinner..;( If not..she can show off her
nails to my bloody old grandma and my aunt.
You must be wondering why I didn't book
an appointment for her on Saturday..
It's because they're fully booked and also..
I've got classes..So yeah..

I've been spending alot of time on 'you tube'
lately and I've fallen in love with Libera..
Oh my GOD!!! the boys are soooooooooo cute..
And some of the older ones are kinda
handsome..Ah well..They must be super HOLY..
They sing hymns and Mystical songs and stuff
like that..Cool huh?
That's giving me ideas for my wedding..hee hee..;)
Hey..it's never too early to plan your wedding..

Ok..I think I'm going nuts..
I'm bored because I skipped school today
beacuse I had a gastric attack this morning
and I'm really hungry and no one's listening to
me about my scrambled eggs
and I wanted to go buy a tub of ice cream
and mum says no because dad will eat
everything and I'm gonna get irritated
and get angry with him and don't talk to him
and he won't give me my money tmr and
I can't go shopping with mum tomorrow then
I'll have to borrow money from mum and it's
not good being Mothers' Day and all..
So yeah..
Whooooooot!

Ok..I'm really bored..
Gonna find something to do..
Ciao,darling!



Sanctus..

It's been awhile,aye?
Been really really tired
and feeling like crap
recently..
Thank God crimson tide's
over..;)
Man..I had to wait until it was
over and only then can I
bleach my hair..
And so yeah..I bleached my hair
Yesterday..
After class..I came home then
Precious came over..
She helped me bleach my hair..
The colour was nice..only thing
is that there are several shades of
red in my hair..;)
Then we watch Charlie and the
Chocolate Factory..then lazed around..
Got changed then went to Ps..
Precious got her hair cut..
Now she has a cute little tail..
heh..;)

Saw the most perfect pair of jeans
yesterday..Too bad I was broke..
Ah well..Shall get it tmr or
something..
Went to book mum's appointment
on Sunday to get her pedicure done..
That's my gift to her..
She's getting a pedicure and foot soak..
So am I..;) heh..I've never gone for
a foot soak before..I've gone for a pedicure..
but not a foot soak!! So I'm really looking forward
to it..;)
It's too bad we're going for Mothers' Day
lunch..not dinner..;( If not..she can show off her
nails to my bloody old grandma and my aunt.
You must be wondering why I didn't book
an appointment for her on Saturday..
It's because they're fully booked and also..
I've got classes..So yeah..

I've been spending alot of time on 'you tube'
lately and I've fallen in love with Libera..
Oh my GOD!!! the boys are soooooooooo cute..
And some of the older ones are kinda
handsome..Ah well..They must be super HOLY..
They sing hymns and Mystical songs and stuff
like that..Cool huh?
That's giving me ideas for my wedding..hee hee..;)
Hey..it's never too early to plan your wedding..

Ok..I think I'm going nuts..
I'm bored because I skipped school today
beacuse I had a gastric attack this morning
and I'm really hungry and no one's listening to
me about my scrambled eggs
and I wanted to go buy a tub of ice cream
and mum says no because dad will eat
everything and I'm gonna get irritated
and get angry with him and don't talk to him
and he won't give me my money tmr and
I can't go shopping with mum tomorrow then
I'll have to borrow money from mum and it's
not good being Mothers' Day and all..
So yeah..
Whooooooot!

Ok..I'm really bored..
Gonna find something to do..
Ciao,darling!



Sanctus..

Well then..
Yesterday was another
fun day..;)
It's the 2nd anni of the togetherness
my friends and I have been having..
They've been supporting me physically and
emotionally all this while..and I'm
grateful for that..
We had a really long day out..

First I met Shalini at Ps and we
went to get her mum and qila
their Pearl earrings..;)
So sweet of her..
After that..we went to meet
Fido..Nori and Nadia at Wisma
and went walking around..
Then Shalini went to Novena and we
carried on walking..
Headed to Far East and met An Qi
there..had Mango Lingo and walked
around..Then we thought it being
Polling Day and all..We'd better go
reserve a table at Seoul Garden..
So we headed to Taka and
reserved a table..
We continued to walk around some more
and waited for damn long for Yani
to arrive..After much waiting..we decided to
go sit at the table first..and so yeah..
we went up..and after a few mins..
the Princess arrived with her sister..
heh..;)
Damn funny,the both of them.
We ate and ate and ate and ate..
And then..The Saturday Drama
began..I shall not elaborate more
but Only Yani and I will know what
the Drama is all about..
It's complicated..Annoying and childish..
I think even if it was a cartoon..A child
wouldn't wanna watch it either..
SO yeah..it's THAT bad..
Uh huh..

So anyway..we ate and ate..some more..
And so over all..we ate for 2++ hours..
I think..then we had desert..then left..
headed to the toilet to let out a bomb..
Then went walking around..Met Fazi and
went to Far East..After that..to Heeren
and then we we got super tired of walking..
(my feet were red and aching..)
So we sat down at some bench at some place..
An qi had gone home..
And we were contemplating on whether to
go for Shisha or not..
And then we thought..maybe some other time..
Yani and Nori can't take the smell of tobacco..
So yeah..
We headed home after that..;o
Watched Mtv Asia awards and I'm VERY
disappointed that Boa's not nominated this
year..SO NOT fair..Bloody dumb fucks.

Oh well..slept very well and then was
awaken by shalini's call..;)
Heh..She should wake me up every day..
That way I won't be so grumpy..
She's got this funny way of waking me up..
;)

Alright..I'm super hungry and after all
that eating yesterday..
I think I better eat just salad..;)
Tata..




Once again..you've proven me wrong..;)

Today was fun fun fun..
Finally some fun
after so many dreadful
days..;)
Wheee.....;)
Had boring classes the whole day
though..
Had a test and yeah..
couldn't concentrate at all
because of the mother of all
headaches I had until I hate
a whole bag of candy then
my headache was gone..;)

Went to DG to meet Shalini
and Qila then headed to Bugis
to get Qila's slippers.. Heh..
I tell you..When Qila goes
shoe shopping..The sales girl can
lose alot of weight..
I think you know what I mean..
heh..;) She was damn funny today..
And then ok..
Let me tell you the disgusting part..
Halfway through shopping..
I felt funny..just wierd..
So I went to the toilet and checked..
And there it was..
Crimson tide has come FULL FORCE!
But I didn't have a..you know..
So I just took lots and lots of toilet
paper and just folded it and put it there.
;)
Smart idea..but not for long..
yeah..It dripped down like..
when I was walking home..
Haha..;)
I never felt so disgusting in my
life..
ok..and now it hurts..

Actually..On the real..
I'm so NOT in a good mood..
I had fun but I'm not having
fun anymore..
I'm in terrible pain..and I'm
getting very annoyed by it..
You better NOT mess with me..
Or I'll tell you things about
yourself that you never even
knew about..
hee..
And right now..someones getting
on my back..
And the sad part is..I don't know how
the F*** you f***ing look like..
When I find out..
I give you my word..
You'll have a piece of my mind..
For now..you better rest well..

images of the fun I had..











You're only almost here..

Class was alright today..
The kids were super
hilarious..heh..although most
of the naughty ones didn't turn
up..must've overslept thinking
today was another holiday..;)
I ALMOST didn't wanna wake
up..I had a fever and was feeling
super weak..Ah well..
The old man will make noise so
I went..Lucky Pricilla kept me alive
with sweets..
Got to talk with my teacher after
class..;) hee..He's really nice..
Really hip and all..
He asked me where I was going
after class and I said to study..
He said.."Yeah right! Ya'll going
shopping right? huh?"
He then later said that he really
believed me because he has faith in me..
After all..only 6 out of 36 kids pay
attention..hmmmm...

Went to meet Precious after that..
Had the intention to study but it got
so damn cold and neither of us had the
mood to study..It's gotta be tomorrow
then..;)
So we walked around Suntec and looked
around..Listening to a couple of cds at
Tower Records..
Went to try stuff at Mango..and Levi's
and Giordano and Precious was so
patient and just stood there waiting
for me..heh..;)
So sweet..Thanks precious..;)
I love you alot!!

Came home and then had my dinner..
scalded my right thigh with the
hot soup..I gave a super loud and
high-pitched scream and mum and dad
came running in..
I couldn't walk because I was in shock..
so mum helped me to the toilet and
cooled the thigh..
I was in tears and my dad was panicking..
He said.."I think we should call the ambulance.."
I tell you..I couldn't have shouted a louder NO!!!!
My dad got freaked out then just went outside..
Now he's drunk..How am I gonna tell him
that I have to skip school on thursday for a
casting?!
Grrrrrr......
I hope my thigh heals by then..
If not..there goes another opportunity....
Ah well..It'll be better..
Thank God my skin isn't coming off!
Ok..eww...
heh..;)



i felt it again..
Thank you..;)